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JuSt ChRiS..........FoEVeR!!!!!!!!!December 26 There is No HopE Between FriEnds If bOtH din Give WaY...Sometimes it's hard to say it, November 13 Busy night with a mixed feeling....Heya...last night...lots of thing had happened....hmm....kinda busy night for me can say
My mom's Birthday Dinner....we had it in Fridays Restaurant....so nice the food and also the SERVICES!!!! Drank one whole glass Of Long Island... Drunk when reached home>.< For the first time....i heard u cried....do you u know....tat time i'm so worried for u....seing u getting hurt like that....it's hurt me aswell...
Learn AS YOU WALK DOWN THE PATH....learned from one of my friend....lolz....i think it is really meaningfull lor.... Hope u r seing this.....down let a person bring u down....let that person as person who makes you grow stronger and wiser....ok? Hmm....writting blog so early today...lol.... Bit weird....can't sleep well also..... Gotto attent a school lunch later....a farewell party....final year le....final day of studies..^^ Till then....bye....gonna update my blog soon...keka November 09 How I feel....The one you find you think is right... is never right it seems,
You long for him to love you... but he loves you in your dreams, For though I try to love you... to show what love could be, The bridge you could not cross... was to love and care for me. Now when I stare into the mirror... I see the mirror's crack,
And I search alone for truth... of what I, myself, must lack, But is the love that I possess... too wicked for you to see, Why could I not be loved... for simply being me? Now all I have are pictures... and the time I spent with you,
Hoping that all my dreams... would shortly all come true, But I never saw your tears... when I ran toward the cab, And the absence of those tears... said much more than words could say. For the pain within grew quickly... and never left my side,
And though hidden deep inside me... my pain I just can't hide, Now life for me has fractured... and my heart has split in two, Since the Love I once loved... became the Love I once knew. I hold onto hope forever... that one day you'll be mine,
A hope that holding me on.....a fantasize...
Chris.
November 08 Today I made a promise to myself......Today....thought can write up a happy blog to let u guys read.....but sry...i failed...
This week....is been hard for me.....my heart keep on hurting.....
I'm tired already.....really.....i dunwan get hurt anymore......I'M REALLY TIRED!!!!
This is the first time i ever fell so hurt.....dunno why......this time......everything......will change me.....
Cuz i made a promise......a promise will change me forever.....sry to let all my frd down....
Can't really write much tonight.....sorry.....sorry/.....sorry.....i only know how to say it....
But I have to thanks someone......someone.....who lend me his shoulder when i'm down......tonight...if is without u....i think dunno wat will happened to me.....thanks....THANKS MY GODBRO Phoon!!!!! November 06 Same old days....lolzHeya....update my blog now...keka.....( chased by someone to update it=.=")
Erm....nth much happen le....mood not very good also....haih...this few day....alot of things happened...up and down.....a emotional rollercoaster ride for me....
Yesterday......
I went to meet Duncan( my first godbro), Carol( my one and only godsis^^), Jack, Jerry and also my godsis's bf.Had lunch with them....at Purple Lotus.....nice enviroment...and also reasonable price for their food....( though my godbro say the food there taste bad>.<)
Heavy rain yesterday afternoon....while we were having our lunch....sian....
Got ourself wet....haha.....but.....i never feel as happy b4....really.....few month le...nv been this happy b4...and the last time was with them also...same people....same activities....different places.....miss the the old days.....while we meet each other every weekend....now......everyone busy with their own stuff.....haih....but nvm la....at least i had known and meet this people in my life...thanks ya^^....for making so happy...haha.....suddenly feel like crying....can't help la...i am a very emotional guy de:P
Hmm....this morning.....go for an early jog.....then come back to search for some song.....then go to town walk walk.....nth much to do today.....abit boring actually....this few days....quite down.....luckly yesterday event made me abit more happy...hope tomo i go sg....can also be happy....lolz.....my parents and frds keep asking me....why u look so down this few days....me also dunno how to answer them....haih....
Anyway.....i will update my blog after my trips to Sg...gonna buy some wallet there also...haha....so see ya !!!
Chris FoEver October 23 I'm Back! Muahahahaha.....Hei Hei.....Been quite some time I din write a blog le wo....muahahaha.....Been busy this few month....exam keep coming ......result keep on sxcking:P
This year is my last year of study in secondry school le....that mean I taking my final exam soon. Stress ah.....Well at least I had spend some time relaxing during my october's holiday. Go to SG to this holiday.....very fun.....and of course extremely tired( the one who bring me around will know why.....rite Alvin?-.-), but at least I know SG more and better.....hmm.....may study there next year....haha....clean and safe country. Go to alot of places la....Vivocity, Suntec City, Plaza Singapura, Bugis Junction and many more......Thanks alot ya Alvin and Jackson^^
After holiday will work harder for my exam le.....final year le.....STRESS AGAIN! But anyway....will try to find sometime for me to relax de...if not gone crazy for sure@@, maybe go arcade to practice my gaming skill....hahahaha.....me beaten by some silly guy, not shuang now:P
Aiyo.....this is all i can write for now la...see ya all next time...BYE~ July 02 Reject...isit the answer?Dunno why....
Very tired....
Been doing it since long time le...
When can i stop rejecting other....?
Maybe rejecting a person is the answer...
Or maybe rejecting a person.....is a sin...
Dunno la.....confuse.....
Wish that i won't need to reject anyone feeling towards me anymore....
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